Input, input –

I find myself wishing this year away.  As though there will be no good in it.  As if it were all winter.  M will not be home in it.  Gin will not be moving back anywhere close.  All is waiting till the year after.  The year when everything will be revealed and relieved and resettled.  This isn’t good.

So I am asking for input here.  I am almost worn out with patient waiting.  Good things will happen this year, must happen – will you name some?  Will you tell me why I shouldn’t just toss this one (I have so MANY left) away?  What good things will be coming to you this?  So I can be happy knowing them.

Sorry for asking.  I just need the hope.