Treasure Gathering

One of my more profound failures as a female concerns shopping: I don’t like it.  Put me in a mall and I mostly want to go home.  Especially if it’s pants we’re shopping for.  I tend to  buy my clothes from catalogues, north-woodsy catalogues that show you models funkily standing in front of cabins and pretending to feed horses. I make an itsy bitsy exception for Eddie Bauer and the Gap – but only in fall (unless the T-shirt colors are really nice in spring), and Christopher and Banks, which is always a little bit of a surprise to Chaz and me; they always have at least one really cool, kind of magical thing we like there.

That’s where I went this afternoon when I snuck out on the napping puppies.  The entire store was forty percent off.  They sent me a coupon. That’s one part of shopping I really like: big percents off.

I was wandering around, collecting some promising things (not pants), and realized that all the other people in there today (except for the late-teen chick in the little black fifties dress and skunk stripe who was stocking the racks) were cute, classy little old ladies.  Some of them classy, some grandmothery – and I was chuckling over this until I realized that – ummm – yeah.  I’m actually one of them.  Not so much a cute little old lady as a rowdy little old lady.  Somehow, at some point, I have become A Woman of a Certain Age.  And I don’t know how it happened.  I think I am horrified.  Nonetheless, I did NOT buy any of the really cute industrial appliqué sweaters and sweatshirts, even though there were some polar bear ones and deer ones and Christmas tree ones, because I am not THAT kind of grandmother yet.  Though I can tell I’m slipping into it, because I was a little tempted, thinking about how cool Max would have thought I was, wearing polar bears in sweaters about my person.

Okay – but this is supposed to be about the shopping I really like doing, that I can’t help doing, that I might even be addicted to doing: buying handmade from the craftsman.  I LOVE buying things that real people have actually designed and made themselves.  My kitschy little house is filled with these things, peaking out of corners, shoved between books, hiding under the cast iron stove.  I am sorry I ever connected with Etsy.  And I should NEVER have gone to the Farmer’s Market in the first place.  But I did and I have, and have even hunted out things like the Annual Country Fair and Antique Tractor Show that’s held on an actual farm out in West Mountain (on the way to the puppies) and so I wanted to show off some of the cool stuff we’ve found this year.  I was going to make this a very responsible report, with links to the artists, but I am too tired, and there are too many pictures, so all you’re getting is the gallery (you are welcome to make inquiry) – which follows directly:

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This is a handmade broom.  The folks who make these brooms also have a very cool hazel nut tree that is frequented by blue jays.  I have seen them.  They are the first Jays I’ve ever seen in the valley, and now I want one of those trees myself.  These people have brooms in art museums and all over the place – some double brooms, called wedding brooms, that are totally cool and bizarre.  They made one broom they call David’s lyre, because that’s what it looks like (and not like a broom, actually), and another out of a piece of wood that looks like a peacock – with a knot for an eye, and the swelling shape of the body – all natural.  I guess you would say that they truck in “found” art, working with wood they have collected all over the country, and letting the natural shape of the wood dictate the thing that comes our of their hands.  My favorite part of this broom is the neck, where the bunch of reeds is trimmed on the diagonal.

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This broom hangs in my kitchen on the wall.  It is a working broom.  They say it will last ten years.  I hope it does.

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This is an antique milk can, messed with by Bartlett Art, a family up in Twin Falls that has the MOST FUN BUSINESS EVER.  They find antique metal stuff – old farm implements and lanterns and all kinds of things and then make things.   They have this huge wall thing made of the curved blades of an ancient windrower that I want badly.  And weathervane like things that are perfectly magical – and pretty darned expensive, but not for what they are.  And underneath it all, they are this great family.  If they lived down here, I’d adopt them.

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I didn’t do well with these shots.  Depth of field problems.  But this is a hummingbird made by the lovely and brilliant Jeanne Gomm.  His tail is beautifully cupped, though I didn’t catch it the way I wanted to.  He’s hanging in the front window with a bunch of snowflakes.  I was kind of running wildly around the house, trying to shoot all this stuff before something more grown up and responsible could occur to me and make me feel guilty.

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YOu can kind of see his tail here.  Dang.  Wish I’d done better.

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This is actually a gourd.  The woman I met at the Annual Country Fair does these fabulous gourd/bowl things.  She cuts them, and then binds the edges with pine needles and horse hair and beads – and they’re gorgeous.  And expensive.  And they also end up in art galleries and museums.  I couldn’t resist this one because of the leaf motif.  And I could afford it.  She uses hard shell gourds, and I know where she lives and she gives classes.

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This is the candle we found at Swiss Days – sold to us by rocket scientists in Lederhosen.  I’m not sure whether everyone considers something like this art, but certainly it is craft.  The candles are dipped over and over, and you can see the variations in layer color.  When the candle is still warm, the artists makes slices in the wax, each carefully controlled, cutting through the color over and over.  Each section is then manipulated – curled, twisted, laid carefully to the side, so that the color play and resultant movement in the layered shapes keeps the eye moving from one point to another as you look at the candle.  I bought it as a Thanksgiving decoration, to remind us that life is layered, and that the color of life is sometimes hidden, sometimes gloriously revealed.  The resultant complexity makes life interesting and challenging – and really quite beautiful, perhaps best when the knife is sharp and the shaping hand is sure.

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A gift of the Gomm’s.  They’ll teach you how to make one if you want.  They give lessons.

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I found this at a funky little place – used to be one of the great grain mills in pioneer Utah.  Now the mill itself is a good restaurant and specialty store, specializing in rustic decor and furniture.  The rest of the property has been made into a little village, built around the mill stream.  The buildings are all historic cabins, moved onto the property years ago, now charming little shops.  There’s a huge holiday place in a new but harmonizing building – and they have pretty much everything there.  This witch’s hat full of goofy ornaments was handmade by somebody, and from the look of it, probably not somebody in China.  But who knows.  I’m bending my parameters by including it, but I liked it, and now I have it, so I put it here.

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Another Bartlett creation.  The hooks are old electrical insulators.  I remember seeing them on the side of the road when we (my folks and we kids) took long car trips to places like Lake Arrowhead.

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This cat was made by a women’s knitting consortium in Nepal, I think.  Or Peru.  Somewhere like that.  The designers are two sisters (I think) who design crazy, out of the box knitted stuff and call themselves Tara Handknits and  Hot Knots.  In the spirit of Free Market, they started working with this consortium, giving these women an opportunity to make their way in the world with dignity.  I found this cat while I was surfing around, looking for some Tara knit things that wouldn’t break my bank.  I found a girl who was closing out things, and I fell in love with this little cat – felt and hand knit.

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I’ve shown you Lindy’s Red Dog Sleeping.  I love the detail, and the feeling of moonlight –

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Not handmade, but hand grown.  One of these is a hard shell gourd that i’m going to dry and paint.

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This bird, which Chaz can identify for you (identify it, Chaz), but I cannot, was made by a neighbor of ours who specializes in paper mache characters.  Some of them are seven feet tall.  Including unicorns.  Behind the bird is a wooden lantern that my Daddy made some years ago, a storm lantern.

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I don’t know who made this window, but we’re told it came from England, from a building that was being razed.  We didn’t buy it from the artist, but it’s in my front window, so I put it in here too.

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This is a sweet little balancing dragon fly, again made by Jeanne and David Gomm.

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The girl who threw this pot had a booth at the Scera Family market.  I’d already spent enough money that month and didn’t buy anything, but Chaz had a couple of bucks and bought the bowl.  Now, I do not intend to give it back to her.  I love it and wish I’d bought six.  We stood around her booth saying, “Wow – these are gorgeous,” for about twenty minutes, being shills for them.  I wish I had her contact info, dang it.

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From the Farmer’s Market.  I ADORE this glaze.

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Farmer’s Market again.  But the carver of this ray was no farmer.  From the islands, he came – and did these amazingly life-full fishy things out of cow femurs.  I bought the ray because of a vacation we went on one hundred years ago to Sea World.  We spent hours at the Ray tank, listening to Enya and just being together. I saw this ray and started to cry.  So I thought I’d better take it home.

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I bought this bowl at Swiss Days from a man I’ve shown you before – he’d set up his lathe in front of a little used book store, and was busily turning out his art all afternoon.  He likes to work with burls (knots of messed up wood, like joints where branches come out, or perhaps lumps where parasites set up housekeeping), and then seeds the natural cracks with crushed turquoise.  This one now sits on my dresser filled with odds and ends.

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The lampworker I met at Swiss Days worked this necklace up for me, my little own self.  It’s infested with tiny frogs.

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This lovely little leather horse’s head was cut in one piece (not counting mane and forelock), folded and bound with cord, and blessed with a smile by a very clever dude in England.  Found him on Etsy.

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What I want you to see here is actually the corn stalks.  Every year, Brother Clark  grows corn and pumpkins on this little acre of land, locked in the midst of other farms and waterless (no irrigation), and when it’s harvest, he brings it all in and piles the pumpkins up along the edge of his driveway.  Last year, he gave them away free, because the dry late summer had caused all kinds of unusual and non-traditional shapes.  We couldn’t get him to take money.  I think his wife might have been sick then.  In every bundle he makes of the stalks, he includes a few purple stalks.  I should have done a close up of them, but I think you can find them in other entries – a lovely deep purple color.  Maybe I’ll find the corn on one and open it to see what color it is.  Not handmade, but certainly hand grown.

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Hand made in China.  Or okay.  Probably not hand made, but really cool and charming.  Now hanging from the Vulcan Eating Tree in our front yard.  If you want to know why the tree is called that, you’re going to have to ask the kids.  I have never known.  Why, you guys?

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This was a gift.  Brother Stone makes these gorgeous walking sticks out of wood he finds on his birding expeditions. This was made from Cliff Rose – the wood is made of two (or more?) little trunks that twist around each other so tightly, they grow together, some very red, some very blond.  He forms the stick, then carves it.  I still can’t believe he gave us one of them.

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Various lampwork beads done by Noah Coleman.  He began making them at the Farmer’s Market this year.  The amber one is hollow.  The two on the black string are his first squishy sheep.  I have not included the rainbow birds that started our relationship.  We ordered birds, he came up with the design.  We got greedy.

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Here is one of the birds.  I loved this blue.  two bottles.  One pig.  Various great beads.

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I don’t know if Noah or his wife made this bowl, but we loved it, and I loved the way the light spilled through it.

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He made pumpkin necklaces on Halloween.  I am wearing it, but I am not going to show you how goofy I look.

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Two bowls, spilling light.

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A Jeanne Gomm bee with three Coleman beads.  Pink pig, captured flowers.

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And this nifty hair flower, made of seared-edge satin.  I am also wearing this, and did all Halloween day, but my hair is exhausted and terrible and limp, and I am old and I am not putting up any more of me than this.

So, there are great treasures out there – even in this economy.  Maybe especially in this economy.  People have these great ideas, and they work with materials at hand quite often.  I don’t get ideas like this: let’s take all these colors of fabric and cut circles and burn the edges so they’ll curl and then put them together into a hair flower.  Clever was left out of my equation. I copy and adapt, but I don’t invent.   It’s okay though.  As one of my good friends once said – “My gift is loving all of the great things other people do with their gifts.”  So that’s where I love to put my little bit of discretionary  money, into the hands of folks who do these things.  Love it, love it, love it.

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Animal Husbandry

There are times, as you go around owning animals, when you end up with a sick horse.
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This is a sick horse.  Jedda is recovering here from “pigeon fever,” named not because you get it from pigeons but because when you get it, you puff up like one.  And if you will look closely at the picture above, you will see a very professional graphing out of how Jedda looked the first day I found her with the disease, swollen up all across her stomach with really, really, really nasty abscesses and edema.  This is when your trailering skills come into play.  But you do not take the camera to the vet’s because what happens there with this malady is grosser than you could ever imagine.  I hope. I hope you can’t imagine all of the – yeah.  I hope you can’t.After the vet, you come home and other skills come into play.  This man shows you the tools we use to help our horse get better: we are willing to use them in your benefit some day when you get sick and there is national healthcare and you can’t get in to see a doctor before you are scheduled to die of something.

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30 ccs of Pen, to be administered in neck or hip.  18 gauge needle.  1 1/2 inches of it.  Just call us.  We’ll take care of you.  Really.

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Part two: The Puppies at Home.

Why did we clean the carpets BEFORE we got the puppies?

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Here I am the first morning after getting up with puppies three times during the night.  The puppies are having a great time.  This is, like, early in the morning, and I am in my moose nightshirt that I bought in Canada at Epcot and my fish jammy pants that I bought at Target and my comfortable, warm, sloppy sweater, fresh out of bed.  Again. G is also fresh out of bed, because he is the one taking this shot.  But he is more dressed than I am, and thus, makes a less interesting picture.

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These shots are too big.  But I like them this way.

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This is a rotten flash shot (my house is dark inside morning and evening), just to show you that things are going well with the Old Men.  Here, they repose on one of my best bath towels.  (not really.  Not best)

This section explained in an excerpt from a letter I wrote, reporting to JoJo, the amazing breeder:

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“As expected.  My puppies are insane.  We just made up a game: the sliding puppies.  You buy a baby play yard (I now own three) and take it out of the box, reinforce the box by stuffing it with things, lean the box against something the approximate height of a bottom step, then you pick up a puppy, place the puppy at the top of the slope and let go (the first time, you don’t let go – but you let him slide slowly).  When the puppy comes right back to you for more, you know it’s a good game.  And when the other puppy figures out he can run UP the slide (all children being the same), and the two puppies collide in the middle, then slide down together, they can already get their fight at the bottom started in mid slide.  It’s a really good game.  Except when a very large dog interrupts rudely.  But the very large dog can be locked into the house, then the game can go on in earnest.”

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Tell me this isn’t familiar – you just get somebody used to going down a slide, and the next thing, they’ve got to be running back up it.

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Trying really hard to run back up it.

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Two puppies slide, fighting all the way down.  And when they do get down, it will be mayhem.

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And at the end of the game, the obligatory dismantling of the equipment.  I have become very adept at retrieving large and dangerous parts of things from Tucker’s mouth.  And disgusting things, too.  Toby favors dead grasshoppers.

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Beautiful Piper.  He’s looking at a dog pile –  not the kind you shift with a shovel, but the kind that’s all teeth and loud noises.  Thus the distance between dog and pile.

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One of three or four favorite places.  They chase each other around this huge stump like crazy – like a cartoon.  Until the front one becomes suddenly fascinated with some rotten bit of the ancient stump and stops dead.  The second one then piles directly into the back of the first, and they settle down together to chew up the yucky old wood.  So they can throw it up later.

Do you envy me yet?

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Maybe now?

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I like to end with Tucker’s exuberance.   Here is the sad part: I cannot remember any times in the last decade when I have felt for even one minute the way this puppy feels all day long.  

Bless him.

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Lake Drive

            When I first started writing the essays I used to send out to friends and fam through email, what I was sending was a sort of one sided conversation.  Before that, I was writing personal journal entries that sit in notebooks and are never revisited, even by me (I’m sure my grandkids will be dying to read all those thousands of pages) and long letters to my friend Sharon, who also cannot keep her thoughts neatly inside her own head, and to my then missionary son.  They were reports on my life, I guess, but more like a record of me trying to interpret life.  Trying to find the meaning in it, or more likely, the connections between and among things that ultimately render  up the patterns of meaning.

            It really wasn’t arrogance that made me send these things out as letters.  It was the need to throw bread on water, or to fling something into the sky to see if it would fly.  I think I have discovered that, while many lucky souls seem to be able to process information completely inside of their own heads, I have to actually encapsulate the bits in words and arrange them and re-arrange them in order to be able to taste the world and make sense of it.  I speak unformed ideas into realizations.  Or I write them.  And here is what may be termed arrogance: I am so fascinated and surprised, sometimes, by the things that come out of the chaos in my head into words, that I am sure other people are going to be just as amazed and intrigued and delighted as I am with the output.

            The blog was meant to keep me in better touch with my mailing list and family.  As I recall, one family member vehemently complained that I was jamming up their mailbox with all my interminable emails.  So the blog could just be up there, and those who cared could partake, while those who didn’t wouldn’t have to worry that I’d know they weren’t that interested.  The point is, these blog entries began as introspective or ironic pieces of personal writing.  An offering.  The best I had to give the people I love.

            Then I finally, suddenly, realized that I could also use images. 

            I don’t remember when I got my first camera, but it was early on.  The Brownie Starflash, maybe when I was eight.  And from that moment on, I had a new way of dealing with beauty: I could flatten it out and stick it in a book and revisit the experience in tranquility (allusion, anybody?).  But film, money – these were problems.  Serious limitations.  Which are gone with the advent of digital, a whole new way of stealing light and freezing time.

            I hope you don’t mind the photo essays; I know many of you don’t.  Maybe I’m not writing enough anymore.  But the world is so full of sculpted light – and the light enters the eye and pierces the emotional regions of the brain like arrows, plunking directly into the heart of every apple I’ve ever worn on my head.  I can’t stand not to try to capture it.  Funny – eternity is one eternal round, where nothing ends – and everything that is beautiful is still beautiful – rolling on forever.  And I try to achieve the same thing by stopping light dead in its tracks.  The old thing about cultures believing that if you take a picture of a man you steal his soul?  That’s what I do all day, steal souls.  And love them.

            My daughter outdoes me.  And with some friends, like Ginger, there is a conversation between us of images alone – it is enough, enough to break both our hearts without a word spoken.  Again, I hope you don’t mind, me shoving bits of my life in your face.  I guess if you did, you wouldn’t look, eh?

            This series of shots comes of a wonderful evening, pre-puppy, a couple of weeks ago when G came up with a spontaneous desire to drive the airport dike, and I – surprisingly – was not too tired or too busy or too staid to say yes and go with him.   It was the most amazing, breathtaking evening.  And I brought some of it home to share: (note: I have stolen precious puppy-napping moments for this.  Because I miss my old life – the one I was leading last week.)

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So it was this evening—as the light fades, the mountains catching the last brilliance—that we threw ourselves into the car and went off to drive the airport dike.  It was cool, but not chill, and there weren’t more than three other folks making the drive.  Going the opposite way, of course, which made for some jockeying around, the road is so narrow, and falls away to nothing on either side (either side studded with ranks of gigantic, sharp edged boulders).

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I was astonished, in that dying light of day, to have come upon this staggering array of subtle colors, texture laid down upon texture.  “Stop,” I yelled.  And when G finally did, I shot these things, never dreaming that I would come home with these images.  And “Stop—here—now!!” became the substance of our conversation over the next forty or so minutes.  In these shots you can see flights of birds against the mountains: they look like dust. But it is these striking reeds that stopped me cold.  If you’d like to see these in a larger format, simply click on them and navigate whatever comes up at Flickr.

Each of the following four shots were taken from the same position, but with slightly different exposures.  In these first two, I am exposing for the reeds.  In the next, I am gradually changing the exposure to accommodate the sky.  Note the surprising oranges deep in the first rank of weeds, and flecks of it in the ranks behind.

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This one is lighter.  I’m reading off the closest values.

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Here, as I move up for a reading, the light becomes a silver rime on the the closest of the reeds.  But we are still missing the dramatic color in the sky.

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Now, we have the sky, but we are missing all the foreground detail.  I know I always ask you what your favorite is in a series, but I really am interested to know.  If you have to choose amongst these four, what would you sacrifice – sky or foreground detail?

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I was struck again by the richness of these autumnal tones.  I liked the clear mountains and tower—they give a sense of depth to the scene.  But it was that brilliant bunch of amber weeds along the road a little further that really knocked me out.

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Yes.  These weeds.  To get an idea how deep the drop is off the side of the little road here, note the slope and the rocks that cover it.  And then look at the reeds that are at least four or five feet high, growing at the very edge of the lake bed.

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These glimmering pools, almost hidden by the banks of reeds, were compellingly beautiful.  I wanted to tell a story about them, around them, because of them.  The sky is deeper now into its sunset hues.

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Big Sky Montana.  Huh.  Note the birds in the upper right corner.  I have sometimes wondered what it must feel like to fling yourself up through the air the way they do – to stretch your arms out and lie on beds of thermal currents, looking down.  Or do birds bother to look down?  Maybe the air canopy is interesting a world enough to hold their attention.

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Okay.  Now this little pool really fixed me in place.  Again, see how pale the mountains are behind – and the sky?  But we can see the foreground detail.  In the very front, the growth is so close to indistinguishable, it looks almost like some kind of coral formation.  But the reeds and grasses behind are delicate and defined, reflecting in the twilit pool

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Same shot, exposed for the magnificent orange of the sky.  And that great bird, heading south.  Again, the foreground is lost.  But I took these two shots carefully from the same position so I could go home and play Master of the Universe with PhotoShop – because I want it all.  So here are the two shots side by side:

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Hard to believe they’re shot within seconds of each other, eh?
 
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And now, they are one shot, and I have everything I want to see.  It’s kind of a messy job, actually.  But I’m still pleased.

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More twilit pools.  It makes me think of being on the moor or something.  (Oh, Heathcliff, Heathcliff) except I’m not sure they have water like this on moors.

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I don’t know what those clouds are called, but they remind me of handwriting exercises, somehow.

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Here, I sacrificed the sky for the water.  I could probably burn that orange in.  But you’d have to have no puppies or children to have the time to do it.  Almost done, here – almost at the end of the dike.  And of the day.

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This is how dark it actually was by this point.  These are the runway lights at the airport.  I love drawing with stationary lights.  As we got to this point, we ran into (not literally) some birders who spend one Sunday every years (not sure how the Lord feels about this?) standing in exactly the same spot all day from pre-dawn to darker than this, looking through high powered lenses and counting birds.  They were nice guys.  Crazy.  But nice.

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The next shots are just more messing with lights. You can see the ghostly reeds to the side.

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And there you are.  No more light.  Time to go home to bed.  It had been a long time since we’d done something like this – just get an idea, pick up and go – no work, no kids, no church, no puppies.  I’m sure we’ll do something else wild and crazy someday.  

Maybe.

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~Dog tired~

Notice the dog ears up there, flopping in the wind on either side of the title?  HA.

Here’s the rest of the story:

On this bright Autumn day (she said, sneaking in a few more autumn pictures)

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There is a point to these shots.  Especially this one.  A point to prove salient later on.

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This man and I drove all the way down to the West Mountain.

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Where this clandestine exchange took place.

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And these two souls were spirited away, along with meds and a gift basket.

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And transported to a far country, where lived the Two Old Men.

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At first, the two souls were glad to stay in the cage.  After all – you may not be able to get out, but THEY can’t get in.  And everyone was very circumspect.

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But after a while, you get thrown into the deep end, and have to make friends on your own.

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This is what we have come to call “The Dog Parade.”  It happened when Skye first came to us, around and around the house for hours, first Skye, then Piper, then all of us, keeping an eagle eye out for any territorial whizzing.  Piper made this up.  And as you can see, maintains the tradition.  They are, by the way, synchronized.

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Still synchronized.  Tucker is well aware of the Mac truck on his tail.

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Skye takes Toby for a walk.  Note the leaves?  Here is the part where I will tell you that it’s bad enough to have two dogs with sticky fur walk through this yard into the house.  Try four and then two adult humans.  We are now vacuuming four times a day.  At least.  Not that I don’t love the leafy ambiance . . .

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More friend making.

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And more.

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Tucker, the adventuresome soul.

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Toby, who more than a few times retired to the crate.  Just to be on the safe side.

 
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Tucker preferred diving under people when he was worried.

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But he never stayed worried long.

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My Piper.

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The first “no” of our new life together.  NOBODY chews on my pumpkins.

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Well, not if I can help it.

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Scooter meets the other puppies.

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And finds them not exactly to his taste.

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But they love EVERYBODY in the family, and show it by offering to eat L.

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Then each other.

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I really, really like this puppy.


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In a fit of jealous rage, the fat puppy comes after the son and his son.

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Serious harm meant to ankles.

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All over the yard.

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This puppy, a little braver now, does some running of his own.  He really likes leaves.

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The fact that the two wolf children are being diverted helps.

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C loves T

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Both Ts.

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And S loves LVS.  (ea-e)

So now, they are “our” puppies.

And if you don’t believe me, take a look at our poor sleepless eyes.

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Addicted to color

           Ours is a working class neighborhood.  Nothing special.  Nothing to write home about – unless you’re making a study concerning the utter paucity of architectural aesthetic involved in tract-house design during the late nineteen seventies. Or if you’re considering the remarkable strength and value of relationships forged among neighbors who’ve shared the same four streets for multiple decades.  Then you might write your mom about us.  And either way, you’d have a lot to report.

            When I walk down these streets, I pass through time right along with space.  I walk a woven way, through thin, dark threads, pretty well forgotten, still bound by the bright colors—one of which glows with my joy and relief that Rachel has passed through swine flu – which I was afraid she would get – and come out the other side just as sassy (though worn almost to pieces) as ever.

            I cannot let go of Autumn.  I can’t just take a couple of pictures and call it a day.  Every time the light changes, every turning shade of glory sends me running after the camera again.  How many pictures of leaves can you take, pray tell?  Turns out, about as many as you can take of puppies.  I do have some of the mountain—G and I got one ride up there with the leaves before the storms rolled in and swallowed September. But these are of the neighborhood—okay, mostly of my yard.  Down here, we tend more to yellows—Box Elder, Aspen, Poplar, Ash—with the occasional splash of Burning Bush or Maple (should I be capping these?).  And the scarlet of our unrelenting Virginia Creeper, which usually flames in a day, then goes limp and brown in a breath – and the peeping deep red of apples.

            Some of the shots are earlier in the month.  Some later.  But the rain—the way water brings out the color in stream smoothed stones?  Rain does the same for organic things.  As you will see.  In this interminable series of images.

            Attention: which one is your fave?  (Product analysis: delivering the goods, just the way you like them).  (I’m going to do a little give-away soon.  But your participation in this survey has nothing to do with that.  Nothing. Really.)(I know, I know—a pathetic bid for a kind word.)

First: a matter of honor and serious business

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The proof.  Here is the entire plate of treats, untouched.  Even though, Megs, I TOTALLY agreed with you.  And I took them all over to Michelle.  AND HER KIDS ATE THEM IN FIVE SECONDS.  I ask you—is there any decency in the universe?  

See?  All the spiders have all their dang legs.  And all three choc/pretzel wands are there.  Sob.

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I give you:

AUTUMN

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ONE: Pine and Virginia Creeper

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TWO: River Birch

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THREE

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FOUR:  Box Elder, turning

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FIVE:  Pine and Creeper

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SIX:  Box Elder

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SEVEN

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EIGHT:  Dog.  Old dog.

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NINE

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TEN

Two old dogs.  With pumpkins.  Pumpkins make me incredibly happy. 16% of the year, they sit on my porch.

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ELEVEN

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TWELVE

Diana’s gorgeous little maple.

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THIRTEEN:  Front porch.

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FOURTEEN

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FIFTEEN:  Mountain

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SIXTEEN:  Child with pumpkins and hand.  Hand of my son.

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SEVENTEEN:  Morrise’s gigantic Burning Bush hedge.  The morning sun is just finding it.

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EIGHTEEN:  You’ve seen this man before.  His beard is also turning.

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19.  The street.  This is just coming up on the peak of some of these colors.  You can see that the mountains still have a faded blush of red and yellows.

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20.  The neighborhood steeple against the coming storm.

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21.  We planted this tree almost thirty years ago.  It was tiny.

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22.  Now it has pine cones.  COOL.

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23.  Front gate with bugs.  Taken just  before I inadvertently knocked one of them off.  And since I think these guys were a mated pair, then I had to knock the other one off too.  So they could find each other.  Because I couldn’t find the first one.

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24.  Stone’s amber tree, just an edge, and then Kate’s big orange tree.  But Kate moved before it got anywhere near this big. I wonder if she drives by now and wishes she could still look out her window and see this tree?  And then Susan’s red maples?  Whatever those always red things are.

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25.  Nancy’s yard.  You can even sell chain link in this light –

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26.  The other side of the burning bush hedge.

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27.  Close up of our mess.  I was struck with the subtle orange of the leaning aspen against the yellow of the box elder (I’ve given up on the caps), the deep red of the shockingly vibrant creeper and the deep green of those pines.

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28.  I love this mixing of colors.

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29.

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30.

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31.

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32. The last of the apples.

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33.  See what I mean about the rain?

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34.  PUMPKINS MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!  So does the purple in this bundle of corn stalks.

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35.  Cheating: inside, a basket of gourds.

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36.

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37.

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38.  I know – you’ve seen the street a million times.  But this time the sky is such a deep blue.  See?  I just keep trying to capture it – maybe process it, or impress it in my mind.  Why do the seconds pass so quickly?  Like melody: a tone that you hold in your mind until the next tone comes, so that the progression becomes music, one moment touching, melding with the next till you have the illusion of a fabric.  As though life were all one thing instead of progression of individual pixels.

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39.  Just wild.  Words that come to mind: plethora.  Profusion.  Abundance.   Chaos.  To please the eye and gladden the heart.

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40.  This is the last one.  And the least successful, I think, as I did not capture the deepness of the red.  But I love the shadow under the pine and the blue berries, bursting from scarlet stems.

There.  As promised.  Did you like it Kath?  I like it.

The color pretty much peaked with that rain storm.  But still, when the light shifts I snatch tiny bits of autumn out of the air.  Corners of green that have finally given way to lemon yellows.  It’s all fading now.  And then will come the days when trees are nothing but tracery against the gray storm or the deceptively cheerful blue of a frigid sky.  But I like that, too – because I get to hold still and stay inside (horses being the exception) and read a dang book.

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Oye Oye

(pronounced: Oy-YAY Oy-YAY.   meaning: listen up.)

An October treat I offer you: 

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Go.  Watch the video.  If it doesn’t cheer up your scary holiday heart, then write me, and I’ll send you a really stupid picture of myself that WILL make you feel better.  Or at least, superior.

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Double-dog 4

I am afraid I am wearing out my welcome here with these puppy pictures.  The problem is, we keep visiting them, and they keep being so dang cute, and there you are.  I will try not to be so verbose this time, as I am afraid, again, of wearing you out.

And to those who were wonderful and kind enough to respond to my request yesterday, I send you deep thanks.  I needed to hear from friends yesterday – a sort of hiding under the bed day.  And your notes kept me from sagging too far.

This installment covers the remarkable event of my dragging this skeptical man to see what are no longer furry worms or frenetic Guinea pigs.

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This is not a puppy.  This is Jetta, walking away from me in the Autumn evening.  This picture is here for two reasons: 1) I like it.  2) To ease any puppy fatigue I may have engendered in the last few days.

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This is what we found.  A whole kennel full of people who wanted to get out worse than anything.  We tried sliding the door open just a v-e-r-y little, but suddenly, the world was full of noses and little paws and wiggling bodies, and they were all loose, running all the heck all over the place.  It took fifteen minutes to capture them all, and then to carry them back (like greased pigs, they were) without stepping on the others, who were busy attacking our pant legs and shoes.

Finally, we stuffed six of them back.   And the skeptical man finally said,

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“Ohhhh, they’re all so cute.  Now I want all of them . . . ”

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Which I think may mean that now we may move on to calling them “his” puppies.

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The man seems to have lost his objectivity.

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As you may recall, this is the puppy who knows how to make points.

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And this puppy?  Just cute.  Cute, cute, cute.

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Hmmmm.

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On to rudimentary collar and leash lessons.

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Enthusiastically received.

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“Ha!” says the fat puppy.

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“I wouldn’t laugh too soon, my friend—”

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But we all do well.

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Until we can escape.

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This is a portrait of the pup now known as Toby.

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This is a portrait of the pup now known as Tucker.

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The day we visited was the day JoJo was moving the dogs down to her barn property.  So into the huge crate all of them went, all eight.  And the following five thousand pictures are me, trying to process this wonderful, busy, earnest chaos.

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In all of these, Toby is the little black person on the very bottom.

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What is it about young animals that speaks so strongly to us?  The most cynical among us cannot fail to find these faces, this openness of soul and honest yearning, these direct eyes compelling.

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If you cannot see well enough, find something to climb up on.  This is Tucker, standing on one of his blue eyed sibs.

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If there are teachers or lecturers or parents among you, can you remember ever addressing a room as rapt as this?

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These muzzles just knock me out.  You can just see Toby.

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G, helping JoJo’s dad take down the kennels.  It was in the middle of the stormy patch last week.  There is nothing lovelier than the high mountain valley  in the wild months of transition.  Unless it is one neighbor here in the heartLife, helping another.

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This is West Mountain, or close enough.  This place knocks my eyes out, the lovely red barns, the rich lines of orchard and field.  The white fences and the gray road.  With the towering shoulder of the mountains behind.  I can’t get enough of this place.  I couldn’t own it myself—everything up there would be dead and overgrown in a week.  But I can love from afar the people who can make this lovely thing in the middle of the desert.

There isn’t enough time or energy in the body to love everything that is lovable, and to keep the immensity of  simple beauty ever fresh and forward in mind, that we may never lose hope, that we never lose our base of joy and gratitude as we toil through the minutia that is natural to the mortal sphere.  In weeding the orchard, it’s hard to keep this picture in mind, and yet, the picture is built by every small work we do.

Anyway.  That’s all the puppy story I have as of now.  Next week may tell a different story – you never can tell.

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Double-dog 3

I am a very well behaved  neighbor, and I will tell you why I say this.  I just ran across the street to see if I could raise Michelle, who I never can raise, unless she is actually outside with her kids, which she is not at the present moment.  I went all the way up on the porch to ring the bell, which wasn’t easy, as the porch is inundated?  Mounded with? Engulfed by? (I’m running into trouble here, as we are headed on a liquid bent and I am not talking about a liquids problem) pumpkins.  Some of them are store-bought fake jack’o’lanterns (which I have no problem with, owning as many as I do myself – you can burn them indoors, so to speak), but some of them are actual pumpkins which have already been carved, which is jumping the gun a little, but seeing that the family heritage is based in the South Seas, may be quite normal.  For Samoa. Or Arizona (have you heard about Arizona?).  I don’t know.

Anyway, here am I , walking across the street, noticing that the leaf color on our street may have peaked yesterday, which makes it lucky that I took an intense series of photos of it all, which I will show you, but not until I am finished with the puppies.  And I get up on the porch, and am standing there when I realize that there is what seems to be a Halloween costume lying in a heap on the threshold.  I ring the bell, but that costume is a pretty clear indication that somebody has been here before me and failed to connect with the citizens of the house.  So I am about to leave when I notice the rim.

The rim of a paper plate, just peeking out from under the costume.  The purple, orange and black costume.  Okay: here is the ill behaved part: I peeked.  I moved the costume and I peeked.  And here was this plate loaded with Halloween treats, the homemade kind, featuring spiders made basically of an oreo body and legs that suggested chocolate dipped pretzels, and at that point, I dropped the fabric over the plate and clasped my hands together helplessly.

I am a sucker for cute food.  Food that is shaped like little fruits or flowers or something.  Like the swan shaped pastries full of cream we found in Mesquite once, or anything you can find in a Patisserie in Paris.  Even celery logs with raison ants.  And cupcakes, elaborate, imaginative, really, really bad for you cupcakes.  And then, of course, chocolate – in squares, triangles, flat discs, whatever.  On spider legs.  I could have just taken the legs; I’m not that hot about Oreos, and nobody would have known.  It could have been a dog, couldn’t it?  Who snugged off that fabric, at the legs, and then covered the whole thing up?  It could.

But I didn’t.  And that is what the last several paragraphs have been about.  So if you have never made a comment on this blog, or at least not in the last twelve hours, I want to be told how brave, honest and full of character I am.  And I mean that.  Or I will go back across that street and those spiders will be legless.

This is the forth visit to the puppies.  You can tell we like the puppies because they are all the way down in West Mountain, which is far from here, I’ll tell ya.  And we like JoJo, too – which doesn’t help any in the puppy-resistance area. And my camera was still stuck in the wrong mode, until about half way through this, which is why some of the shots may look as though the people/puppies in them are actually dead and only a ghostly version of themselves.

As you may recall – at the end of the last installment of this story, this puppy was becoming known as “my” puppy.  And on this visit, Chaz and I, remarking on how large “my” puppy had become in the week since we’d seen him last, were lucky enough to get “my” puppy out of the kennel without an outpouring of the “other” puppies, except for

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“her” puppy who is seen here, preparing to make a flank attack on Chaz’ hands, which seem to be doing something either magical or feline.

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(This line is blank so that I can get back into captioning on the bottom, which I seem to have lost a handle on above.)

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Note the patience “her” puppy exercises, waiting for the hand to drop just a little lower.  Puppies just love gnawing on people.

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These puppies, denied the experience, live vicariously.

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Puppies are difficult to hold

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because they do this

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and this

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and this

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and then this

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and back again.

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Here “my” puppy is gnawing the stuffing out of “her” puppy.

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Here, “her” puppy is gnawing the stuffing out of “my” puppy.

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“MY” puppy:  “Hmmm, what is that?  A gnat, buzzing in my ear?  A mosquito landing on my neck?  Cause I can’t feel anything.  Not a thing.”

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Sometimes puppies do things like this.  To make points.

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Or this.

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And it works.

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This is one reason why it is difficult to take pictures of puppies.

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And why no one should.  Look at these monsters.

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Okay.  I take the monsters thing back.

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Oh. Whoops.  Wrong set of puppies.

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However, this puppy is demonstrating that both two legged and four legged puppies seek to process and understand new things in their world through their tongues.

This story is almost over.  Honest.  Maybe tomorrow, it will be over.  But probably next week.  Sometime.  Which may be the end of life as I have known it.

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Double-dog 2

This is the second – or maybe third – visit to the puppies.  I took G once (just for his own edification and education), so that counts as one.  So this is the one after that.  Which makes it the third?  

(By the way, may I say – though you may think it petty of me – that I have decided I do not want to pay taxes anymore?  I paid them in April.  But we had to take an extension and just found out yesterday that we owed 5k more.  Then they sent me a letter today telling me I need to pay them 13K more on top of that (WHA????) and gave me reasons that no one on earth could possibly have understood, even if they weren’t the kind of person who gets deep anxiety and perhaps unconsciousness after reading the first two lines of any formal looking form.  I pay people to read these things for me.  Or I pay people to undo the damage reading these things does to me.  Six of one.  Whatever, the point is, I don’t feel like paying the government anymore. I don’t even like the product we’re getting from them these days.  Who else in the world gets to say, “You owe me this much, regardless of the product we’re putting out,” and back it up with, “Or I’ll throw you in prison, take all your stuff and you can just get old in the poorhouse – even if we’re wrong, which you will never know if you don’t pay somebody pretty much as much as we want from you to find out.”

Did I make myself clear on that? It’s just not fun anymore.)

Back to the point, this is the whatever number visit we have paid to these poor puppies.  The visit when my camera settings were all wrong, and I couldn’t figure that out either.  But it’s good, because I don’t have to process any of these bad shots in Photoshop, because it wouldn’t help if I did.  So I can do this faster.  Can you tell that I am doing this faster?

Back to the point I went back to above: the third visit to:

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This beleaguered little mother

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whose children are ALL OVER THE PLACE.  (bigger now, huh?)

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Not even I, the meanest of all mothers, Aunt Ogre, the terror of English classes everywhere, could help her.  (I am usually not this pale.  This wide.  But not this pale.)

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This is JoJo Lindstrom of Sweet Spot Farms (specializing in children, puppies and Ponies of America – which are the spotted kind of ponies).  Remember that this is the third visit, and thus I am going to tell you that the puppy gamboling on the sidewalk is the puppy we are fast beginning to think of as “my” puppy.

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Here, “my” puppy threatens to eat Chaz.

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Which is odd, because she is commonly beloved of all dogs everywhere.  Just look at the guys she dates.  (I do not wish to insult Abby by suggesting that she is a guy.  Because she isn’t.)

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Here is “my” puppy, demonstrating that he is, in fact, knee high to a four year old.

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Here, “my” puppy is threatening to gnaw upon the scruffy little black runt of the family. (Brave puppy—) First he picks on girls, then this sweet little guy—

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Who immediately climbs up into Chaz’ lap with the intention of making it clear that we actually need to start thinking of him as “her” puppy.

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After which he climbs into MY (evidently solarized) lap to reinforce the point.

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“My” puppy loves me.  You can tell, can’t you?

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Double-dog dare ya ~ pt.1

Because the Old Men are indeed old, and because I have been through dog grief before, I have been thinking of hedging my bets.  So we went to visit puppies:

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Mama dog.  Abby.

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Who gave birth to this Guinea pig.

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And seven other surviving Guinea pigs.

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Abby’s face: do you know that look?

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They are an American family.

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Daddy Dog: Rascal

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Sister Dog: Ellie

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Two sister dogs: woops, Ellie, you closed your eyes in that one!!!

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